Sunday, June 15, 2003

Good Morning again.

Today is Father's Day. I want to wish God a Happy Father's Day as he is our ulimate Father.And, I need to wish my son a Happy Father's Day as well.
He is a terrific Christian father and I am proud to know him.
I miss my own father today.

Yesterday, my oldest daughter turned 31.She doesn't speak to me for various reasons.To sum it up, in her opinion I am not a good mother.
Of course this is hurtful.
I am ignored which is probably one of the most severest forms of abuse. She believes I am the one who is abusive.
So, I just move on with my life.

As Dan mentioned I have been battling chronic pain. I try not to complain.And, of course the ever present " depression". Those of you who deal with this will understand the lows one can go into.
However, I have a strong faith and KNOW my God is ever present.I don't know what it would be like to go through life without this kind of belief.

We have a new addition to our family. My sister and her husband are addopting a 5 year old girl named DJ ( Dawna Jo). I am sure she will be a blessing to all of us.
The family is going through an adjustment period.Keep the in your prayers, especially DJ. She has the hardest job right now. She is grieving for her foster family and adjusting to her new life. That is a lot for a 5 yr. old.
In time I will ask for prayer for her parents as she gets adjusted and the everyday life of parenting a daughter comes into play.
They have a son who is 18.
I don't know about anyone else but my girls were harder to raise than my boys.

Oscar and I are talking again. He wants me to move back however he has feelings of hurt and suspicion aat my telling him I have changed.He is sick.
I honestly feel bad at the way I treated him and put others first.
Time will tell the truth.

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